I miss

I miss my warm sheets and pillows,
thoes cloudy days, not wanting to get up in the morning
the left overs that nancy leaves in the refrigerater
I miss my boss talking bull shit
my dog, pussy
the smell of garbage in my front
I miss coming home and cheking up my mail box
and getting headache looking at my bills
I miss lossing cellphones (22)
getting late in class cause of trafic
playing in class with bob's hair
drinking on saturday nights
watching the hockey games or the NBA play, damn!!
I miss taking pic. of my ass :P
I miss hanging with my little step sister
I miss calling dana, on wednesday and sunday nights
her words, her touch and her crynest about everything
I miss zack and his stuped comments about me
I miss having fun with torri, the mall, ice cream, MEAT,
pizza, mexican food ohh yeah that stuff burns but I love it
I miss Mr. Green snaping his fingers and cutting his nails
in a test.
I miss dying my hair
the beach, getting sun tan, picking up sea shells, and walking on the sand
I miss thoes days of christmas, where I always spended my nights with the Sanchez or with the Lee Family.
Playing in the snow, and Freezing to deaf.
I miss halloween, scaring kids when they went knoking at my door
I miss selling tickets going on concerts,
and walking backstage like I'm all that
I miss getting in trouble cause of my big mouth
taking those warms bubble baths,
drinking hot chocolate with marshmallows on a raining day
playing guitar when I came tierd from work
making loud noise
Buying weird pantys
i miss depilating my hole body
i miss having sex ohh god I really miss that
I miss chating with sexy tito sweet loving yeo and big ass masiel
i miss playing playstation 2
having catfights with abril, picking up nicole at school and showing her many things
i miss my grandmom's special breakfast,
I miss playing fast play, with the gang,
walking down on the side walk of new york city
I miss taking the train and bus
or simply having adventures like riding to 8 or 12 hours to other state with only 20 bucks
I miss my mom I miss being happy, having fun and doing things I'm not suppose to do.
there are many suff I miss I just can't remeber right now cause these 4 walls don't let me think right
I just miss being ME.
Erika Willson P.

The Stage

I look back into my lifetime's haze,
when did they become the good old days?

Now days are short and memories fill
the dark of night when cold winds chill.
We thought that wisdom came with age,
but all the years were just a stage
where we were actors, courting time,
trying to paint our own design.

We glance behind at years gone by,
at how the hours did laugh and fly;
we think of friends we walked beside,
the web of love and joy cast wide;
and wonder when the heavens' turning
changed all our dreams into a yearning.

moving on

Only one life to live in
We're trying our best to make it through
There's no mistakes just lessons
It's all about what they mean to you

No matter what you've gone through you can
Pick up the pieces move on with your life
We had to accept the wrongs and try to make them right
It may be hard to look at yourself and see the truth
You've got to realize it takes time to become you

Take what you've been given
Gotta take a chance while we can
To find our place in our world
We had to understand the plan

Put the past behind you and
Pick up the pieces move on with your life
'cause we had to accept the wrongs and try to make them right
You can look at yourself and see the truth
Realize it takes time to become you

Tito

I've close doors so many times befor
I can see the edge of big wall I've climb
It feels like filming a scene on the a cutting room floor
Many times I try to sleep but the clock is stuck on thoughts
of you and me
There's thousand of regrets unraveling
If you were here with me right now
I swear I'd tell you and showed you how I really feel
Cause not seeing you, it's killing me
Your all I ever wanted

LOVE U Tito ♥